Fear of the unknown


Fear of the unknown

I use to be afraid of the unknown.
I use to worry about all I've heard about sickle cell anaemia.
I use to think I don't have a life.
I use to think my life was a "bling-bling"
Now I know better... everyone also has a fear of the unknown.
Some people are younger than I and had no sickle cell or health commas, yet..they slept forever.
Some others,are my age mates,with no sickle yet, they took the free ticket flight to the yonder.
No o, not anymore,
I have a life just like anyone..I've given up a thousand times because I feared the unknown.
Not anymore,
I hereby evict, self pity, nonsense discovery of fear, man made story and names to scare me from life.
All my thoughts are now rebranded!
My hope is ALIVE!
I'm special, with a special mission on earth.
I'm a warrior and I'm stronger than pain!

...written by Ese

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